non-identical, yet identical. i wish i will not pale in comparison. i wish i will not fade into the background. laughs. i should not be so infantile.
what's wrong with me. i thought i'd be never alone. i tell myself that it doesn't hurt. but it does. does it take someone else in the same boat to understand? i know, i ought to get over it. i wish i could. but that's easier said than done.
now i need to slum back into reality. gpp. its supposedly due in 34 minutes.
