EOYs are coming sooooo fast, tomorrow's our maths research project presentation....so after tomorrow, trix and i can sweep our hands off all SIAs! and study hard for the EOYs, a lil too late but still can manage larh. only hope on FRENCH. i think the AEP exam should be manageable too, although i suck at expository essays, but the topic interests me so should be quite ok :) i feel ever so demoralized for chinese in 301. in 201, i did above average for all essays and tests in chinese, i felt actually quite comfortable in sec 2. but then in sec3, everybody's so bilingual in 301 and then i nearly flunk my essays and i go to the bottom...furthermore the teacher just...i don't know, just chunk us with questions assuming we know how to answer, missing the foundation part, maybe my chinese is just lan, but i speak chinese 85% at home, maybe it's not proper but i live in a chinese speaking environment, i feel quite comfortable communicating but it's just who will use chengyus and suyus and flabbergasting vocab at home? bah. english is exactly opposite, i still feel in place but everything i feel is tooo systematic. first step: analyse question, second step: blahblah, third step: blahblah. i wouldn't go memorise each step before exams, will you? i sound quite stressed, i really am, but i think this will not be the worse part of my life, imagine sec 4, jc and uni. haha. I shall just study as hard as i can, do my best, pray to God and thank God for what he gives me :) there's still something to look forward to this week: CHURCH'S MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL CELEBRATION ask me for details if you are interested in going ok? :D just four more weeks and everything'll be over :) im so going to enjoy my holidays! mugging will be worth it :D GD LUCK JIAYOU and GOD BLESS everybody :D (to all 301ers and all my friends) <333 theresa
Mood: initially grumpy but now a little lighter, going to sleep Songs in my head: Over it by Katharine Mcphee, Stranger by Hilary Duff
